i'm now back to square one...
unemployed, no income, stress for a job
2010 may be a worst yr for me.
without a job, = no income = can't fulfill friends outing = can't shopping = have to be nagged by parents = living in horror each day = hate my life = an unhappy person...
it can lead to many many problems... hope to find a job soon i mena soon must be by next week...
have to pay for my own lab top which is 2000+++ than have to pay for this and that...
my current pay is only 900++ which is not even half of the amount of the lab top... hate it when every thing need money... money really makes the world goes round.
today i'm officially unemployed ...
which make me sad as my last day is today but my boss say that i no need to go today which make my last day is yesterday. don't have the chance to tell every one good bye.

2009... going to end soon in about a day...
don't really know where to start on my reflection.
2009 was really busy...
done alot of things that was my first time.
like - 1st time work for a mth.
- O' level
- love going to school.
- hate holiday
- and many many more

miss those time when i have to wake up at 6am in the morning and keep one turning off the alarm haha... love those days. but but but, W/O my friends and best friends in school, school won't be so fun... especially ys and ming yu, u guys make my life in 5N1 wonderful. times goes by every second passes without us knowing. but i will always remember those time when we talk nonsense, playing with stupid thing, gossip, make fun of ppl, outting, and many many more. oh yah, and study... oh most important thing is when we eat haha.

2009 is the yr that i love most and hate most...
love : friends and family where by my side
manage to pass test
manage to find a job

hate: have to find a job again due to last day of work is today
holiday was too too too long
everyone will be going to different school

yeow shen, ming yu, zoe, ida, zhi ying, gerlene, celena, hwee peng, caroline, brendy, rosy, hid, xue li, jing wei, clarabelle, nad many many many more of u guys ( i'm too sleepy now, sry that i didn't mention ur name) i just wanna say thank you :) u make my secondary life wonderful... will always remember u guys... :) best wishes...

this pic may be sunrise or sunset.

it depends on how u look at it...

for me, its sunrise...

its the same as how its going to be for me in 2010...

a new job, new school and many more thing will be new...

but but but, friends will be friends... it doesn't means that a new yr i will forgot u guys...

stay in touch ok? haha

i no i'm busy working this mth no time to go shopiing with u guys... haha

next mth or so after i found a new job and every thing settle, let find a day out to enjoy ourself k...

i hate working so much that i constantly hopeing that i'm sick...
this can't get any longer... i have to stop thinking of it...
will have to treat working as if i'm going to play or something...
really weird? y those ppl want to work and their parents don't allow them to and me, who hate working but my parent wants me to... th ans is becasue, they don't want me to make it as a habit that i hate working... so next fri, i will go for job hunt again. this time, i will find the job i like. not like this time, casue i was i a hurry to find a job...
oh god pls help me get a job that i love!!! thank you...

k lets talk about the past 3 dasy of my work... it was quite sickening...

sunday, 20th dec 2009...
-work as usual
- the pain was painful, as i can't walk around like before as we got a complain. now my life there is like living hell hate it...
- actually went home at 7pm as i told my boss about it. than thinking about it again i decided not to go for break than went home at 6pm :)
- went to hosoital visit my grandma.
- 8.30pm went to have dinner till 10.30 i think...
- home sweet home

monday, 21th dec 2009
- actually taken 2 days off but because of the stupid ordering thing have to go work...
- reach at 1 pm
- go home at 2pm :)
- beccause i'm unwell...
- zoe pass me my present. thank zoe and zhi ying... :)
- went home to rest...

tuesday, 22th dec 2009
- 10.30am work up,
- 11 am head down to TTSH to visit my grandma...
- 2pm lunch
- 3pm home sweet home...

how i wish that 2/1/2010 for me, school will reopen!!!

i was so busy today, probably the busiest of all the day i worked...
firstly, when i arrived at 12.57 pm, i slowly walked to my station...
than don't no how many mins later, theres 4 ppl walk to me and the test my coffee. they say very bitter than nv lo. but they say they wanted it. however they very troublesome, they say after the go round and write down wat they want to buy than ask me ask the manager to come out and talk to them to make arrangement... the manager was a woman. slightly round, shorter than me... she ask me ask them, than i ask them, they ask me ask the manager to come out, than i go in and ask again, than the manager die die also don't one come out ... worst i'm not even their stuff i'm just a promoter... she ask me to tell one of the promoter to do it. ok lo i ask than they was like so troublesome. i ask the promoter, when will they take the stock casue they fri than deliver [ is next fri] she say not now will be a few days later. than she ask me write this write that i say one thing

saw xue li, jing wei, mr lim, yao hua yesterday...
i can't stand working!!! haha .
not sure if i'm going to the bbq on 18... cause ys not yet sure will be back in sing by than, and ming yu not ure want to go anot ... and worst of all, i have work on that day!!! haha

working with the right people, the right environment and of cause the boss... will make ur working life much much much easier.
currently working as a promoter at carrefour. most of the promoter there is quite friendly.
some are so funny...
there's one chin-na most people hated... so funny can he ask one of the promoter ' ur wat time go eat de, eat until now' she didn't ans him than i though he talk to himself haha so funny can than he continue ' gan zou bu gan dang' that means he is saying that we dare to do but dare not admit... haha. we 5.45pm have our dinner than around 6.43pm came back casue we have 1 hr break... casue he in the room eat snake. than around 7pm or more than came out and saw us... haizzzzz. casue i'm new there he dare not say me. butu i think after that his target will be me. he comfirm will complain about me... haha...
some time really like going to work casue the ppl ther quite friendly... but some time hate going to work haha...
rosy and gerald came there to find me yesterday. casue i ask rosy to come look for me cause i very bored over there.
brough a nail polish yesterday ... haha face shop... my leg hurts today... so pain can. those who never work doon't no wat i'm talking about haha...

any one who is sooooo boring at home can come look for me @ plaza sing carrefour B2...

1.10 am went out to buangkok MRT there to have tea with my father and bro... yes. 1.10 am...
on my way there i think a rat knocked on my foot... eeeeeeeee it way so so so so scary casue the rat squeak and the rat was soft. think about it now i still felt the same way eeeeeeeeeee...
2.50am came home than around 3 am than sleep...
woke up around 8+++... [ys, i'm not like u 12+++ than wake up haha]
have to go to work later on... tired but some time quite fun actually...

sold one piece yesterday...finally!!!
how am i going to tell my dad that i don't one to work any job from next mth... he surely ask me work de... but i really hate working. very stress for no reason... i don't like working casue is the same as full timer... no difference!!!

can't take it any more... still have 22 more days to endure!!! ahhhhhh after this job will be finding other jobs... this job is so stress can!!!

YEAH!!! received the letter just now...
however, today was quite busy and vex. mixed feeling...
sms her and tell her that we will quite at the end of this year and she say ok...
than just sms her and tell her that i on the 27 will off for this matter. she say ok and after that she sms me ans she "congratulation 2 u must study well make use of the $" omg... now i felt very bad that i want to quite...
ok back to today job... talk to aunties, a 15 yr old gal, uncle...talk talk talk all the way...
got a customer i think not Singaporean asking about the machine han i let them test the coffee than explain how the coffee works and this and that. i end my statement saying, can i get a new set for u? he say he really interested in it. but didn't bring enough money. than he say he tml will be back. hope he really will come back and buy...

New place, New people, New environment
Stress for the first 2 hr...
Than starting talking to the aunty not far behind me... talk talk talk all the way...
dinner time at 5pm haha talk to other ppl and a girl only 15 but look like my age... haha...
ys gave me a surprise by looking for me today...
ask her to wait for me at level 1 than when i reach there she don't no go where. search high and low for her. like running 2.4!!! so tiring can!!!
STRESS!!!!!

My heart is pumping!!!
I will die waiting for tml. Cause i don't no what will really happen!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HATE HOLIDAY!!! cause have to work.
but w/o holiday i will not have the chance to work and experience
i like today so much!!! cause no need work. wow love it.
hope every thing go well tml so. will blog again tml.
now this blog is for me to complain haha.
blogged 3 times today haha... scared!!!

just ask her.
she's not going down tml.
how am i suppose to know what i'm suppose to do if she's not there...
HOW??? ahhhhhhhhhhhh...
but i will work for at least 3mth !!!

off day today. than have to work from tml to tue. 6 days none stop!!!!! 1pm-9pm!!!
@ plaza sing... tml going there. will be my 1st day there tml...
yesterday @ parkway parade. huang wang work there too... haha
tml not sure is to find her or others its like worst than schooling!!! can't take it. it was like emotion abuse haha. casue its super boring nothing to do. just stand there stone!!!
but tml is a new place and new ppl. don no wat will happen. so have to wait and see wats going to happen. but some time staying at home is so boring.