left with 13 more days and i'll face school again! can i stop the time now so that i can enjoy my holidays??? woke up this morning and i'm totally feeling sick! i have lots of things to say but i just don't no how to write it in words... :( hope that when schools starts, it will be a brand new starts for me and make more friends instead of enemies. since the past one year, many things have change and it beyond my control so i can just sit back and watch what was going to happen. i have to be independ as things have change and i can't just depend on my friends for help... life have been pretty good since holidays starts but it will soon stop as theres school. i'll try to be relax in school and stop being the 'kan chiong' one as people will hate it... learn my lesson but i just can't help but to act that way... so i'll try super hard to stop being kan chiong and relax more and hopefully things will change for the better. my dad have been advising me to mix around with my friends, i wanted too but i can't control that ppl don't one too... so i can only try my best and hope that the situation will change. tml pulau ubin trip with secondary friends :D we have been planning for week already and finally tml is going to arrive soon :) hopelly that my sore throat will recover today :D i'll try to be optimistic!!! :D :D :D