Wednesday, January 26, 2011

its been months that i have last blog...
i really need to vent my stree here sry ah.. haha

school is really stressing me out!!!
i have tried my best in doing all my project and stuff, but whyt am i say or can i say, scold by other for doing it wrong!!!
anw project is going to end soon ^^ but, tml there is HTM!!! omg hope tml went smoothly and there is nothing that is extra.. pls pls pls 'begging'
the rubber band is gonna snap soon!
i was like a fool in school, cause i was like faking a smile all day and i really don't like the feeling of being in the class with the rest!

besides school, other things also worry me!!! there too many to name out!!!
am i sick or wat? i worry over things that people think that its not possible!!!
its not a one day or 2 day thing. it was basically everyday that i worry over anything that comes to my mind...
like eg: CNY coming soon, than i worry that will there be any project meeting during CNY... -.- yes i no, its -.-!!! but u see, i can even worry over this stuff, so now u no what types of things i worry? those things that may not happen!!! but sometime, i worry stuff that will happen and at least i was prepared right?
keep telling myself that i should not worry so much and let nature take it course, but i just can't stop my mind to stop worrying!!!

really admire those who not worry about stuff that i worry. like eg: i worry that i don no how to do the project that is purely in english, as in the project don't have any section that include maths...

and i also worry friendship!!!
like when i sms my friend and they nv replym, in my mind, i was thiking "did i annoyed them or they just purely don't like me so they avoid or don't one to reply my sms'

and finance too
i think most of us heard this before 'money makes the world goes round'

there is a new worry problem that just came to my mind,
- microecon tutorial!!!
--> monopoly!!!
- i don understand what the question was asking for!!! headache ><

if there is only a solution to all my worry (like maths) omg i love maths 1+2 = 3 there's only one answer to it, no others... i only felt confidence when the subject involve maths...

and now, i will let fate decide my furture but i will work hard in everything i do...

worry!!!!!!!!!