Mummy girl

I MISS MY MAMA!!! 

Urge of crying out loud... Mummy been away for only 1 day n I can't stop missing her.. She will be out of town for 4 days!!! 

I really miss her. Can't wait for her to come home. 

Lonely...

Family, friend all beside me... 

However whenever I am free, they seem to be busy or doesn't want to interact with me... 

How I come to this state where no one want to be with me... Am I that annoying? I tried my best to make them laugh.. 

Maybe fated to be all lone for the rest of my left? 

Only when they need me to do thing they will think of me? 

When they really have nothing to do or are board? 

It's ok now... 

Trying my best to be all alone with just my beloved KOPI... 

Doing everything all alone... 

Eat alone

Watch movie alone

Shop alone

Play alone 

I don't ask for more. Just someone who appreciate me for who I am will be great and not for who I am not... 

Welcome to the adult world...

Finally, done with school and now stepping into the society.

Things isn't as simple as what I thought it would be. At Times, having to play around with politic in the office. 

Very recently, just experience a incident that thought me to be wiser. For others that made a mistake, it's for me to see and gain experience. 

Treasure your love one before its too late as they are the only one that will support u no matter what. 

Love, 

Christine 

i'm super lazy today!!!!!

haha... so many days pass and i have yet really started on any on my project!

i want fries and ice cream!!! miss those 2 combination! super yummy :P... but its super fatting!! haha... sleepy!!!

ok my best friend is not in sing and so dinner today is boring.. haha... i want to be a character in a story book as the life of that character is all written down...

super miss secondary school life... even when i was 50, i'll still remember those days when we are studying for major exam, how i will complain when there 2.4km, how i love maths lesson <3 and many other memory!!!

what did i do wrong this time round???

i merely knew her for 8 weeks and we are group mates...

however i add her in msn but she did not accept and sms her also nv reply....

omg!!! will have a hard time doing project with her!!!

or maybe i am just being too sensitive???

am i sick??

since poly start, i've been thinking of alot of things that start with WHAT IF...

is it because of the environment that cause me to think that way or is it because of getting older, i tend to think of all the thing with a what if...

school is ok sooo far.... seriously hope that i won't mess up this sem and i would be a happy little girl :)

too many thought, too little words to express my feeling.

bye :)

and and and I MISS MY SECONDARY FRIENDS!!! u no who u are!!! love them all. ur the best :)

left with 13 more days and i'll face school again! can i stop the time now so that i can enjoy my holidays??? woke up this morning and i'm totally feeling sick! i have lots of things to say but i just don't no how to write it in words... :( hope that when schools starts, it will be a brand new starts for me and make more friends instead of enemies. since the past one year, many things have change and it beyond my control so i can just sit back and watch what was going to happen. i have to be independ as things have change and i can't just depend on my friends for help... life have been pretty good since holidays starts but it will soon stop as theres school. i'll try to be relax in school and stop being the 'kan chiong' one as people will hate it... learn my lesson but i just can't help but to act that way... so i'll try super hard to stop being kan chiong and relax more and hopefully things will change for the better. my dad have been advising me to mix around with my friends, i wanted too but i can't control that ppl don't one too... so i can only try my best and hope that the situation will change. tml pulau ubin trip with secondary friends :D we have been planning for week already and finally tml is going to arrive soon :) hopelly that my sore throat will recover today :D i'll try to be optimistic!!! :D :D :D